October 2023
I'm currently age 34yrs and my 35th birthday is next month and I feel it's gonna be a let-down because of all the lead up things to that date are messing with my mind and causing upset, confusion, uncertainty, bit sad and yet i've lost both people and pets in different ways. I never wrote about my boy Scratch whom I got after my cat Flash died, Squeak my bubba gurl seems to have outlived both male cats i've owned since her and I want her inside the house to cuddle, but it could cause issues as I don't know how she'd adjust to 2 other cats she doesn't know inside the house. I've moved house a couple of times since my last post and I wish I didn't, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. I'm conflicted about living where I am due to certain personal reasons, but I want stability and I like the neighborhood i've been in for over two years and it's not perfect, but it's a stable house.